Tuesday 6 April 2010

Well it's been a while!

Well i thought i would update my blog since it's been soooo long.

Where have i been???? Well...........

At the end of January, i found out i was pregnant with our first baby! We were over the moon and even though it wasn't planned, we fell straight into planning for the baby.
There had been a few complications, pains and such and went for quite a few early scans.

The beginning of march we went for another scan at 9 weeks only to confirm the worst, we lost our baby.
We were heartbroken and I've found it very very hard to get over and only now am i starting to feel like myself again.
We will be trying again as soon as we are able to.

During that time, i gave myself the green light to eat pretty much what i wanted and the result being that i left WW at 13st 10.5lb and i weighed myself at home today to be greeted by a massive 14st 10lb!!!
Granted, the scales may be different to the WW ones but my clothes aren't lying to me as my jeans and trousers are very tight!!!

I need to get back on track, especially if we are going to try again otherwise I'll be back up to 18st before i know it!

I'm going to try it at home for a while and then might go back to class when I'm physically able to so here's to a loss next week!